2 Dozen Red Roses

He bought her 2 dozen red roses, totaling to $77, the day after my birthday, with a card that read:

"Please forgive me!  I love you so very much!"

I can't remember him asking me for forgiveness, nor can I remember him sending me flowers because he wants me back.

Why do I do this to myself?  I feel empty and in pain.  I don't want to talk to anyone and I just want to curl up and let the day pass by, over and over again.